2005

Seseorang yang kita fikir adalah milik kita
Ternyata bukan benar-benar milik kita
Kita memiliki hatinya, cintanya
Tapi kita tidak memiliki jalan hidupnya

of lavishness

was at mosti yesterday, saw faces from 2003.

they want to rollout a pilot we executed way back in 2003. the technology has become obsolete, but the issues are still the same. social development is no longer my forte, unfortunately. today, i only know baju chantek, kasut chantek + social anthropology theories are adopted merely for retail purposes. :op

how laa to go back ...

anyways, i was pleasantly surprised when i stepped into the boss's office. it's far stylo compared to jkr's office in the gardens. no wonder the last 'management' got quiried over the interior design expenditure. the new sarawakian guy, he's got wisdom. with everything that's happening on the political front, i'm not sure if he'll have the time to make a difference though.

i think if all else fail, i want to work with the goverment. simply bekos opis lawa.

true blessing

you know it's good to be with a network of people who are in the same 'stage' as you are. doing what i'm doing is not so lonely when you have that circle with you, you get to share knowledge, you support each other.

remember them peeps i met below + more? it's a blessing to have met them.

don't worry, there's nothing romantic going on. apparently, i'm the only one my age without a wedding band. dang!

écoute moi

oh, i may be ketinggalan zaman but i just found my school friend's youtube account. i like! maybe i need to fill my youtube account with my *cough* singing as well.

o_O

hey ... i too can sing ok!

anyways, ain's cover of david cook's the truth

crisis connection

so i was in smidec yesterday, toying with the idea of a grant.

there were 4 other boys with me. after initiating small talks with the boys over teh tarik, i found out that they are my age, childhood friends from ampang (a pair to a business). interesting that they are all well established in their fields + like me, the new business venture could not yet support the lifestyle that we're used to but passion + job satisfaction kept us going.

one was running his dad's construction firm, another his own IT firm, another was head of marketing and another, i don't know but he drove a good car. all were stable enough where they were, why the move to the unknown? and all are venturing into the uncharted blue ocean, businesses which are not conventional. berani siot!

after thorough analysis, i concluded that all five of us (or probably just me) are going through a quarter life crisis...

*slaps herself hard*

if i'm productive today, i might be going to no black tie with the boys tonight. if you're curious on how does people with quarter life crisis behave, be there. :op

nation polaroid

i don't read the news anymore. i know how newspaper articles can be manipulated, i was in a situation where a news was manipulated; it did not reflect reality. one year on, people still believe in what's written. even my school friends believed with all their heart in what's written. only i know the truth + a few others.

so i don't blame them when they took side, because i never tried to correct the story.

after watching the news over the weekend, mom took side, of course she was on her closer friend's side. when i tried to reason with her using my example, i kene marah big time.

lesson: let people believe what they want to believe as long as they're happy. :o)

urban nomad

you know, somehow, now i see things as a game of wit. asfar noted tiny horns coming out because of this new take on 'life'. i hope i will not be pushed towards wile, though. :op

oh ya, did i tell? i recruited a partner. she's the total opposite of me + she complements me but we both share the same drive. i'm the one with passion, she's objective. she's married, i'm not. she's pregnant, i'm not. i'm a morning person + she's a night owl, like we cover 24 hours. :op

she's a friend from a levels, i've blogged about her before.

once, while we were having lunch in malaysia hall yonks ago, our senior, ray introduced us all to his friends. he introduced everyone by name, we only got 'perempuan gila satu' + 'perempuan gila dua'. perhaps, he foresaw the partnership.

and the story begins ...